When you're sad what do you usually do? Ako? I cry. There's no use keeping something that bothers you. Makes you feel bad all the more. I'm feeling quite depressed lately. I just feel like taking a break. Everthing just feels heavy. Everything is bland. And I mean everything.
Marimar is at Bien Unido, Bohol right now. Her grandmother lives there. They must have went to visit her. They left in the afternoon. He would be gone for a day or two.
I found out today that she was a muslim convert. Her bf was a muslim. She must have done so to prove her love for him. Bert, asa ka pa! ANG TANGA-TANGA MO!!! Don't you see that there will never be you and her?
I could hardly get any sleep. My head is about to pop. I'm just so tired that I want to rest, forget about myself, and float in eternity. Yet, I don't want to show people that I'm weak. I'm trying to get a life but I don't know how. Damn, I just couldn't stop crying. Wa na gyud ni kwenta ning kinabuhi-a!
I have my gf but it would seem that she's not there at all. She's around but I don't feel her. It's not that he's left me all blue. It's just that I couldn't stop thinking of Marimar. Like a robot preset to do something, this is what I am set to think. Have I lost my mind? Maybe. I'm just in love.
I feel so lost right now. I always knew that "chat session" was a bad idea. Now, I can only hope I can get over this.
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