"In a sense it's good and for the better!"

I stayed with Marimar yesterday afternoon sa ila tindahan. Stayed for the night kay nahubog naman. I just got home this morning.

It wasn't my intention to bother her today. When I got home, I took a bath and set for bed. I wanted to sleep because I was still dizzy but the thought of her kept me awake. Went out to eat at around 10:30AM. Went back home to finally set myself to sleep because I still have to work at night. At around 1:00PM, I woke up expecting that she texted me. To my dismay, there wasn't any. Not even a missed call. Went back to sleep. 2:00PM, still none. Gave her a miss call. 3:00PM, 4:00PM, 5:00PM, 7:30PM still no sign of her. It was like I had set my body to wake up every hour. 8:30PM, I was getting ready for work. Before I went to the bathroom, I decided to call her. Damn! That warm voice you'd always recognize. Always gives you a lift everytime you hear it. I asked where she had been. She said she was sleeping all those time I was awake. Awkies. That seem to be a valid reason. She told me to drop the call and that we just exchange SMS. They were about to eat.

11:00PM, I was already at work. I sent her a text message checking if she was still awake. She said that she just got home from their tindahan at Opra. I was expecting that she'd sleep there because she had no school the next day. For some reason, she never really explained why she went home. She just asked me back kung di na ba diay kuno siya pwede mouli sa ila. Oh well... It's her house, she should be there on the first place. One thing was quite noticeable about her that night. She wasn't the perky girl I used to know. I asked her if something's wrong. In response she said, I (me) have solved her problem. There's nothing more she should worry about. But she added, she'd like to talk to me on something.

I was quite bothered by the thought that he initiated something quite seroius. I tried to ask her what it was all about. I asked her if it was about the money she borrowed from me. She said that it was something else and told me not to think about it. That gave me butterflies in my stomach. What could it possbly be? Asked her if it's something good or bad. All she said is "In a sense it's good and for the better!"

I'm having a bad feeling about this.

Though I had really hoped she'd tell me about it right away but then, it's always good to talk things out face to face. Before she could answer some of my questions, she had slept. They were set for a family out of town the next day. So I did not bother her anymore. I know she barely gets some sleep. I wanted her to rest.

What she had in mind was something that bothered me the whole shift. Was it something I did wrong the previous day. I could hardly think enough but it makes me feel bad. The more I think, the more conclusions I come up with. Makes me even want to hasten the chance of seeing her again so we can talk.

Marimar, whatever that is, it better be good! I'm keeping my fingers crossed! :-(