Reminiscing!

Time stamp: 12:55AM MNL; July 30, 2006, Sunday early morning.

It has been quite a while. I had kept myself so busy that I thought I had forgotten all about this blog. Many things had happened quite recently. Coping seemed impossible. Works feels like hell. And I'm ready to quit should a new opportunity comes. Yet, when you settle down and gets to grasp the emptiness of your room, you get to reminisce a lot.

She sends me short messages every now and then. But unlike before, I have restricted myself on further starting a conversation (well... except through YM). She has noticeably changed. T_T

It has been a month or so since I last saw her. Howsoever, it makes me happy when I virtually see her smiling. "Marimar" of GMA! just reminds me of her. She bears a striking resemblance of her that's why I never miss to watch the tv show no matter how sleepy I am.

Hahay! When you stop for a while and think deep, that sad face just expresses a lot of sorrow deep down inside. Whatever it is, I don't want to hear it. I just wish I could do something about it. I have been dreaming of a lifetime being in love with you. If only, I could turn back time. If only I knew. Then I would have been proud to tell everyone that you had built your foundation on me. 8"(

I have been on my weakest side since you came into my life. Crying wasn't unusual anymore. I just knew it that knowing you was the biggest mistake I have ever done.

WAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!! Nibalik na pud tanan. Abi nko ug nakalimot nako. Abi nako ug okay nako. Huhuhuhu!!! 8"(